Friday, April 02, 2010

Confessions

A blog is supposed to be used as an outlet, a way to express yourself. Right now, I feel compelled to just let some things that have been bugging me and things I just need to say off my chest and just release them.

1. It really upsets me and annoys me when you tell him I don't need him or should even hang out with him. He's one of my good friends and I can talk to him about almost anything. It hurts when you are oblivious to that.

2. I still hate how I was humiliated that day. I still have pent up angry towards you that I wish would go away. I'm sorry I'm not as good as you, or as you think you are.

3. I didn't mean to insult you yesterday. I felt terrible after I did it, it wasn't meant to sound the way it did. I'm terribly sorry.

4. It feels like everytime we talk you give me excuses why we can't hang out or tell me about how your busy when I didn't even ask. I feel like thats hendering our friendship from going any farther

5. I wish we could be closer. After all that drama ended there was nothing really to talk about than school. I miss knowing you better.

My prayer today is for a change. A change of scenery, a new cast of characters...
I know God has a huge change is store for me very soon, in a month a ton will change and God has sooo much planned to show me.

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